Monday 22 July 2019

Finding yourself

So far life has been great, kind of falling on track. Sometimes to know what you actually want you should take the vacation for your sanity. I understood that vacation is not just hanging out with friends or bunch of folks or family but finding yourself. I did my first solo trip to Vermont. It was funny that how i planned it out at last moment. But it is rightly said that when something doesn't workout you dare to do something which you haven't thought of. I had planned for Smoky Mountains, Tennessee but due to some reasons we had to cancel it out at the last moment. So Vermont happened!

Next thing I am planning is to buy a car and to practice driving I am literally blackmailing my roommate of moving out after the year. After 5 sessions with my friends I am pretty confident to drive on road but on safer side I need to take one session with professional class. But again I need learner licence and for learner I need a valid visa which is possible on 1st October which will be much of delay. I can still drive on my Indian license but learner's is needed to get to drive on highway which I would definitely need to drive to my new office. I could still do car pooling with my friend but in winters its best to be independent. But anyway I did plan to move to Bay area. Though climate is one of the aspect but there is another important reason.  I need car for six - eight month because my office is moving and I don't want to break lease and move to expensive place rather buying cheap car is anytime useful. And off course its easy to practice in Massachusetts before moving to over crowded California. Now days, I am dreaming about my red car and places I would travel with my baby car.

My mom is still dreaming of getting me married in December which is highly unlikely. I am instead of planning of vacation with family this December. My friends are still dating either from matrimony sites or from dating apps. I am happy in my own world and I understood that I am not marriage material. And I can't forcefully like someone and I believe in my intuition though many feel its imagination than reality. Might be to get away I could ask my mom to look for the guy with Taurus zodiac sign. Few days back I had random discussion with my friends on zodiac signs and later I was curious to read about. Though I don't believe in all these zodiac signs, but still if they were at least 1% true to reflect the characteristic of the person then I think its Taurus zodiac. But anyway me and my sister are of same zodiac but we two are different individuals with different thoughts altogether.