I finally constructed Ganesha Murthi and did Ganesh Pooja. This was one of my wish, I had always thought to do in my house. I would do Ganesha Pooja every year from now. It gives the feeling of happiness and calmness. It seems to be different than boring monotonous life. I know I am different but that's what I love about myself, being trendsetter and thinking out of box. I think I love myself more than anything.
Finally he pinged me when it was the last day in DC. It was shock for me because our parents had shared our numbers almost 3 months back. Might be because his mom had tortured him on phone. But I replied late because I had to catch early morning flight to Boston. Though it was long weekend I replied in one liners because I was so tired from the vacation then had to clean the house and construct Ganesh Murthy. Two days later I thought I should take some initiative this time because his parents and now this guy both have taken an initiative and I didn't want to sound rude.
We then started chatting everyday and we both were kind of silently making effort not to end the conversation. It was like discovering or knowing each other slowly. Hardly two three lines every day. People have rightly said that relations grow over time and they can't be built in a moment.
We did talk indirectly on one major topic of job switch. My sister feels that this is not important topic it could be managed later. But he does knows that Amazon and Walmart are the only companies who are there in major cities and we could settle in one place if we planned to go ahead with this relation further. But if asked me now I don't know I am the most pessimistic but when others are pessimistic then I turn to be more optimistic person. But he does not have negative influence atleast till now. Why it always have to happen in opposite way. Whom I thought was good turned out to be asshole and whom I hated turned out to be not bad.
Anyway I have lot many things to do first top priority is to get my driving license at any expense.
....Few days later post
Now I am able to drive well and might be I can buy a new car in first week of October even though my test is scheduled a week later. My intuitions are always right. I knew that guy was not shy but his parents were telling he was shy and all. The thing is guys they don't call parents as frequently as we do. People just love underestimating me and that's why they don't know me well. I think I would say no because though I could chat but I didn't felt any connection. I believe in intuition and you know sometimes if something is meant to be yours you just get that feeling. I pinged this guy twice taking an initiative its not that I am really interested. It's because I want to get it over quickly so that I can focus on my dream. Both my and his parents then would stop interrupting my goals. Worst part is keeping hanging anything. His parents are very hopeful in this relation. I don't want to keep anyone hanging. Its not that I don't want to marry at all. I want to marry whom I am really connected to. I need the person who would take time for everything and won't give such bullshit that I am very busy and all. I think no one is busy 24/7 hours and every one has time just one should know to manage the time. Might be I won't get the idol Mr.Perfect whom I have imagined but still I am hopeful. Like I got Cadence where I got like-minded team who hate war rooms loves to work alone at there pace no one is on your head. You commit and get the work done. Life is pure bliss. My sister is right I am looking for flawed person not Mr.Perfect what people generalize them as. My flawed Mr.Right is who believes in him than world who is not overconfident but confident enough to take risk in life and loves himself more than anything. I don't like timid people and also who waste there life instead enjoys life and has right balance. My experience says that I get along well with the most weirdest species born on the world well than normal folks. All girls need someone who would give them space but I need someone who is dominant. Who would challenge me in life. Saying yes in everything I say is not the someone who I really want because I know I have the power to make others follow me.
Finally he pinged me when it was the last day in DC. It was shock for me because our parents had shared our numbers almost 3 months back. Might be because his mom had tortured him on phone. But I replied late because I had to catch early morning flight to Boston. Though it was long weekend I replied in one liners because I was so tired from the vacation then had to clean the house and construct Ganesh Murthy. Two days later I thought I should take some initiative this time because his parents and now this guy both have taken an initiative and I didn't want to sound rude.
We then started chatting everyday and we both were kind of silently making effort not to end the conversation. It was like discovering or knowing each other slowly. Hardly two three lines every day. People have rightly said that relations grow over time and they can't be built in a moment.
We did talk indirectly on one major topic of job switch. My sister feels that this is not important topic it could be managed later. But he does knows that Amazon and Walmart are the only companies who are there in major cities and we could settle in one place if we planned to go ahead with this relation further. But if asked me now I don't know I am the most pessimistic but when others are pessimistic then I turn to be more optimistic person. But he does not have negative influence atleast till now. Why it always have to happen in opposite way. Whom I thought was good turned out to be asshole and whom I hated turned out to be not bad.
Anyway I have lot many things to do first top priority is to get my driving license at any expense.
....Few days later post
Now I am able to drive well and might be I can buy a new car in first week of October even though my test is scheduled a week later. My intuitions are always right. I knew that guy was not shy but his parents were telling he was shy and all. The thing is guys they don't call parents as frequently as we do. People just love underestimating me and that's why they don't know me well. I think I would say no because though I could chat but I didn't felt any connection. I believe in intuition and you know sometimes if something is meant to be yours you just get that feeling. I pinged this guy twice taking an initiative its not that I am really interested. It's because I want to get it over quickly so that I can focus on my dream. Both my and his parents then would stop interrupting my goals. Worst part is keeping hanging anything. His parents are very hopeful in this relation. I don't want to keep anyone hanging. Its not that I don't want to marry at all. I want to marry whom I am really connected to. I need the person who would take time for everything and won't give such bullshit that I am very busy and all. I think no one is busy 24/7 hours and every one has time just one should know to manage the time. Might be I won't get the idol Mr.Perfect whom I have imagined but still I am hopeful. Like I got Cadence where I got like-minded team who hate war rooms loves to work alone at there pace no one is on your head. You commit and get the work done. Life is pure bliss. My sister is right I am looking for flawed person not Mr.Perfect what people generalize them as. My flawed Mr.Right is who believes in him than world who is not overconfident but confident enough to take risk in life and loves himself more than anything. I don't like timid people and also who waste there life instead enjoys life and has right balance. My experience says that I get along well with the most weirdest species born on the world well than normal folks. All girls need someone who would give them space but I need someone who is dominant. Who would challenge me in life. Saying yes in everything I say is not the someone who I really want because I know I have the power to make others follow me.
