I have never dated so many people like I have dated this year! I met actually three guys this year and didn't actually like much. I did like the idea of someone but in reality I didn't like that much anyone.
Don't remind me of the RJ that is the only thing which I keep reminding me that I may not like him but kind of the idea of him being a great person. Somehow my parents know that I have a kind of soft corner for him but that's it whenever I have completely forgotten the slightest mention of him makes me overthink about it.
The thing which won't work out is that I get along with the folks from Pune and people who know Marathi and my past dating history tells that somehow things don't work out for me with the Virgio guys. So overall dating RJ is totally bad idea and it will screw things with our families. So best bet never to date RJ and just keep the nice image or idea of him in my head. It's best not to date him!
No one should know your deepest secrets sometimes even my sister or my parents. I feel my mom had told this to my aunt and so my aunt is like ask her to accept my fb request because my aunt has added him. They seriously think that I am so despo? I am not, I like him as an idea and it doesn't matter to me if I actually meet him or not. I have realized that dating him is not a good idea for sure and I have seen many signs which surely tell that its not a good idea.
Now I think I didnt actually like Shrirang too just the idea but I got so deep into that idea that I had blindfolded myself from seeing the reality. And reality says that it would be wrong for you to compromise I should also think myself as a individual. And the wisest decision is to date someone from Boston or max NYC. So currently I am dating someone from NYC, seems to be wise guy. He is planning to come to meet me this month which is good considering that I had just started dating him.
I was planning to attend speed dating event in Boston. Now I don't mind even dating American guy. I am kind of totally done with all the Indian guys. Might be an experience will be kind of out of my comfort zone but this is like you have to do it or else you might miss out on the nice guy out there that thing! Before I actually give up on my plan to marry anyone and just focus on my life ahead.
I think I should get my own home! Atleast I can do that before I turn 30. I would be happy that at least i have bought my own house and car though it won't be expensive but having something of your own would be refreshing for some time atleast.
