Didn't know that the year 2022 will fly like this...
This year had been a very short year. But I did achieve a few things in my life. One is a proud homeowner :) And the other being the one to break free of the cycle of dating. I am the first one among my friends who is finally getting married. It felt like the curse earlier that none of my friends were able to succeed in their dating life and we all were praying to break this cycle. Good that everyone is now able to finally settle into their life. Most of my friends are getting married in early 2023 which is good.
But sometimes I am in denial mode. I like the meets we do on the weekend. But marriage is being in the presence of someone 24*7 which I find a bit scary. I can't then secretly gossip with my sister or with my friends, especially about the dating itself. After marriage, we can't actually curse our husband it would be wrong and people will definitely judge me.
Feelings are so confusing! Sometimes I feel nice and sometimes I worry about major changes in life.
